Happy Mother Day

She used to be my only enemy and never let me free,
Catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be,
Ever other day I crossed the line, I didn't mean to be so bad,
I never thought you would become the friend I never had,
Back then I didn't know why, why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care, Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
My friend I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now,
Every little thing you said and did was right for me,
I had alot of time to think about, about the way I used to be,
Never had a sense of my responsibilty Back then I didn't know why,
Why you were misunderstood, So now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care, Mama I love you.

我应得

从小，我很羡慕隔壁小孩什么玩具都有。而我，什么玩具都没有，我吵妈妈买给我。妈妈骂我，打我。说我们不想人家，我们的家境贫穷，买不起。那时，我很讨厌妈妈因为她没买玩具给我。我对我自己说以后我定会赚多多钱买给自己。我答应我自己了。到了今天，我所要的东西我都一定得到。人家说，一定拉，你爸爸有钱吗。要什么都可以拉。我可以告诉你们，我今天所买的东西都是我自己买给自己的。没有用过爸妈的钱！

到了小学，我的家境变的稍微好了一点。从木屋搬去砖头屋了。我很开心因为不用给人看不起了。有自己的房间了，在不用五给人同一间房间了。到了今天，我感觉到我们以前很穷但是我们一家人很幸福美满。现在已经买不回以前的幸福了。姐弟都在国外了。只有回忆在我的脑袋。

从小我的运动细胞很强，一旦我接触的运动一定是代表州队的！我也不知道为什么会这样的？到了中学，因为右手断了休息一年。记得当时，学校有运动会，我很想参加，因为我个子矮小，连选拔赛的机会队长都不给我。我很伤心因为小学我是代表州队的！于是，我不死心决定去找老师给我机会！老师跟我说选拔赛谁都可以参加的！那天，我就几乎每假日都不停锻炼自己！于是，我在选拔赛赢了代表黄队。真赛当天，全部都在讲我不自量力！最后，我是代表马来西亚的。也是学校的重量级人物，没有人可以赢我！努力是我做的东西，最好我赢得了美誉！我应得！

到了学院，我才知道一山高还有一山高。有钱人满街都是，我在乡下来的。见识多了，所以说，做人要低调，买东西要高调！这句话是对的！在学院读书，我看到很多东西，例如怎样利用朋友，怎样利用人与人之间的关系。天天都新的东西看！知人不知心啊！

从学院毕业了，我很好才一下哦。还没有毕业已经有人预订我工作了，所以我没有烦恼了。从我打工期间也有自己的生意。算蛮好的。到了今天为什么我会成功，全靠自己的努力和自己的运气。我也很感谢那些在外头讲我得，谢谢，是你们把我变得更强大！谢谢你们一路上的支持！

心疼

今天，知道不愉快的事，整天做事很不安。

堂姐致电说爸爸进院了！我说我不知道！

妈妈在隐瞒着我们！！连四叔，大姐，二姐，弟弟也不知道。

为什么？可以告诉我吗？可以给我一个理由吗？

当我回到家！看见妈妈躺在沙发，样子崩溃，累倒了！

我看见了，我自己也崩溃了。

已经，人很担心了！现在更担心！

爸爸很坚强得！我也知道他一定会很快好的！

爸，没事的。我爱你！

大日子

新年就要到了，比较忙一点点。

带爸妈买年货和新年衣。

看见老人家那么开心，自己的心都开心！

虽然，用了天文数字。

很久没看见我家的两个宝那么开心了！

都值了！

我虽然没有一直在你们的身边照顾你们，

每天都忙工作，忙做生意，忙应酬！

爸妈，永远爱你！

新年快乐，身体健康，龙马精神！

 

Brotherhoods

Best Friends 1 by 1 left Malaysia. I am soon, perhaps.

累

累了，心真的很累。我想那一个很漫长得假期。

时间

不知不觉又八月了，时间过得真快，很害怕！时间真的不等人的。所以要好好地把握时机啊！我好像什么都没做过，时间就将离我而去了。。呵呵，怎么办？时间真的不够用阿！救命啊！

如果，我有多余的时间，我一定要多陪我的爸妈！

爸妈已老了很多，真的很想留在他们的身边照顾他们！我现在就跟时间赛跑！我是运动健将！我不怕，难不倒我的！

My Life Part 2 : New Home

Actually I not really familiar with my dad when i was small, in my count I look like saw him few time before. It's a sad case, I was remember my grandma and mom woke me up very early morning. I still in dream then my grandma hug me and went in car,sisters, mom and dad. Just only few minutes, We reached our new House (Taman Permai), this house was very dark and empty. So scary ! I was forgot what they do, just 1 hours later. We move back to old house. After 1 months, we finally move in New House ! We Finally got our own house,everything NEW ! I was very happy because I have own a new room ! It's awesome ! When we move in New house, my mom were not work anything already. She started a to plant some vege in front our house. Starting we just plant for our own, after that my mom run some business and try to get some side income from that. It's too cool ! After move in new house, I really saw my dad and my mom told us he went to oversea for work again. That's time, i not really care. You know, I born in kampung always walk here and there. i tries to make some new friends. This New friends also kept bully me,whack me and play me. I tell myself, it's okay for me. I try to stand it and stand it because i have no brother !  NO people will help me even i cries. Even-though they kept bully me, i still friends with them. They want do whatever they want ! IN THAT TIME, I always TELL myself, now they own me ! ONE day, They all will PAY ME tripper in all the time ! What they done to me ! In future, watch mine !  

Happy Chinese New Year Eve

Yesterday and Today such a busy day, bought a lot things, Clean house and room, change this change that, Super duper tired !This year is a great snake year, my family all come back Malaysia for celebrate Chinese New Year, It's awesome ! sure happy and fun, that's great ! If my nephew in da house, please don't kacau me when I am sleep ! I am here to wish all my family and friends !  Happy Chinese New Year, I love you all so much !

My Life Part 1 : Poor Us

我记得我很小的时候，家里很穷，住板屋，没有车和摩托。而且，我们还是租板屋，可怜的很。每人看的起我们一家人，我们没有朋友的，我，姐姐，二姐和我。我是最小的。我们一家人睡在同一间房间，很想很幸福将，我爸爸很少回来的，到国外公干，我妈是家庭主妇。我们的生活很节省的。我妈也有在家工作，就是帮工厂捏“蒋鱼仔”。所以，差不多每一餐都用它来做饭。没有汤，只是有白开水来捞饭吃。那时的生活，很开心，不知道什么叫苦？我家没电视机的，所以我们每晚八点就睡觉了，我还记得我的二姐，那时还小经常到邻居家看电视甚至在那儿过夜。我妈妈很生气，就打他，拉他回家！我二姐当时很生气，乱丢东西。我亲眼看着他给妈打得很够力，我非常害怕！在我小的时候，每一次都给人欺负，给人打。哭着回家，还要给妈妈打。妈妈对我说：都叫你不要出去，你还讲不听。以前，我真的很讨厌，我的邻居，因为他们每一天都在把我当小丑来玩！我从小就跟姐姐的感情很好的，当姐姐要去念书了，我每天都在哭，一到时间就在马路边巴士站，等姐姐回来。姐姐每一天回来，我们都抱在一起的！因为我爱我的姐姐！当我已经4岁了，偷偷出去玩因为姐姐上学了，一个人去捉小鱼，走来走去，每天回到家肯定中打得！打到我也怕了，所以就帮妈妈工作，一个大大的盘捏完“蒋鱼仔” 我就有二十仙！哇，有钱哦，我就很Hardworking 的做。一有钱，我就偷偷跑去我的“叔公”的杂货店买Coke 喝，因为我真的没有喝过汽水的！喝到有病- 气喘！又被打了！其实，我没有印象中我爸爸有没有回来，真的没有印象。在我的脑海里，我妈妈最有印象的咯，每天都在打我的。以前，我和姐姐，都很羡慕那些邻居小孩，都有玩具的。只是我们没有的，看人家玩咯，他们又不跟我们玩，因为我们的衣服全部都很破旧的。新年都没有钱买新衣的。所以，我们很羡慕的阿！因为，我们什么都没有，只好玩石头咯，啊哈哈哈，想到都好笑！不要讲邻居欺负我啦，连我们的表哥都欺负我们的，打我玩我 ！我很恨他们的！讲真的哦!过年，骗我的红包钱！我最记得的咯，因为我们穷，没有人帮我们的！由于，我们三姐弟，什么都没有又经常被人欺负，那时我还不懂事！不是你们全都玩蛋了。

To be continue, 当时，我爸爸从国外回来，买了房屋 。。 。 。 。

Chinese New Year 2013

Chinese New Year around the corner, are you ready welcome Chinese New Year 2013, let's gathering with family and friends. Time flies, I am 25 years old ! I bought a lot of shirt,pants and shoes, what else i should buy? Maybe really bought too much already, Some of new shirt and pants from last year Chinese New year haven't wear as well. I think this year is too much shirt for me, around 20 shirt ,10 pants and 4 shoes ! It's too crazy ! Lucky those things have no shelf life, it's only happened some change. too fat perhaps. LOL, I am here to wish all my friends and family. Happy New Chinese New Year, Have a great snake year ahead ! Wanna know more about my story, please follow me intasgram ! Every Single photo of me, have meaning and full of happiness !

Mummy Boy

The First sick of year 2013, What the hell is going on ? Food Poisoning plus high fever. For year 2006, the first i went to college. My parents and relative told me not simply eat outside food. If not enough money, please back home take from them. i know they care and love me. Till now, i still remember what they told. But, last 2 day, food poisoning plus high fever ! This is very suffer and pain ! Feel want to go home but can't. I think i can handle, this is only small matter. But, I do really miss home and mom. Everytime, when i am fever. My mon will slept with me and take care of me. I really miss the moment. Now, i big boy already and need take care myself. If not next time how to take care of my wife and son or daugther ? I will recover soon . . . .

The End Of 2012

And it seems like yesterday it was just a dreamBut those days are gone, they're just memories
those days are gone, they're just memories !Good Bye 2012, Welcome 2013 ! A Brand New Year ! reflect back what i done in 2012, it's awesome !So much trips i had ! So many thing i bought, so much happiness i had !In 2012, low and high. It's time to forgot about it ! Look Forward for 2013 !Most important,ALL My family are come back from other country ! Long time dint have family gathering, it's quite funny and awkward !No matter how, I always love you all !It's time for 2013, Happy New Year to all my friends and family !Forgot about that, my best brother Jun Hoong will go to Hong Kong China help for family business.In my life, only few friends i can trust ! He is the one ! All the best and good luck to you!We still young, We still have chance to meet each others ! Brother really hard to find !You Know, I know la...Jun Hoong ! Hahaha

Home

I MISS HOME !

I Miss Mom & Dad !

I Miss them so much . . .

I love you Mom & Dad !

I felt that both of you always be with me,

I won't alone all the time.

Mom & Dad just like my heart !

They are the reason that I stay Stronger !

Mom & Dad, I LOVE YOU

I am PROUD

I am  Famous at office, Just because I am Youngest in the company and I won TWO Marathon Medal for my company. Not really good when you are famous in the company. Maybe some people feel that i so LCLY. But What i feel, is I proud of myself and my family. I am here because my family give me good education. Besides that, Is my Lady Boss, She is good. Very take care of me. Never scold me before, she really is a helpful boss. That's why i feel so comfortable and nice work with her. TODAY, I feel so proud of my self, what i achieved in my life, what i have done, i never regret, look forward. Don't stay in the backward and think too much. Don't make your footsteps stop in this world. In front of the mountain, it have a beautiful rainbow. NO GAIN NO PAIN.

Dream of You MAMA

Last night, I dream of my MOM,

She hug me when i was sleep, and told me " Woon, Everything will be fine"

Then, I cried when i woke up, My roommate was scared.

Thanks Gods,

My Mom is a Stronger Women,

She getting better and better.

I LOVE YOU MOM !

因为你，我的妈妈

因为你，才有我的存在 。

因为你的教导，我才会成才。

因为你的苦心，我才会有今天。

以前，我很野蛮，挥霍。。对不起

你叫我的东西，我都有听。 。

全部都记载我的心里，真的。 。

你叫我不要交没有读书的朋友，因为会影响我的学业。。

现在，我已经是学士了。。。

现在，我在申请着美国大学。 。

我已经懂事了。。

妈妈，我真的很爱你，我不懂怎样表达，我是男子。。

上帝，保佑。。。

Coming Home

The Sun goes down, the star come out,
and all that counts is here and now,
my universe never be the same,
I’m coming home ,
To the One I used to know ,
They looking out the window,
For my return home,
I’m running back,
Into the arms of my Daddy and Mummy,
And They giving back to me,
The life I’ve been lacking,
they takes my hand in their,
And looks me in the eye,
Says “I love you more than words can say,
I’ve been waiting for you to come home,
Let’s go inside and celebrate!”

Coming Home - Skylar Grey

and the blood will dry
underneath my nails
and the wind will rice up
to fill my sails
so you can doubt
and you can hate
but i know, no matter what it takes

i’m coming home
i’m coming home
tell the world i’m coming home
let the rain wash away
all the pain of yesterday
i know my kingdom awaits
and they’re forgiving my mistakes
i’m coming home
i’m coming home
tell the world i’m coming ..

still far away
from where i belong
but it’s always darkest
before the dawn
so you can doubt
and you can hate
but i know, no matter what it takes

i’m coming home
i’m coming home
tell the world i’m coming home
let the rain wash away
all the pain of yesterday
i know my kingdom awaits
and they’re forgiving my mistakes
i’m coming home
i’m coming home
tell the world i’m coming ..

i’m coming home
i’m coming home
tell the world i’m coming home
let the rain wash away
all the pain of yesterday
i know my kingdom awaits
and they’re forgiving my mistakes
i’m coming home
i’m coming home
tell the world i’m coming .. home

Helpless

Feel Helpless . . .

I Don't what can i do . . .

I promise myself not to hide . . .

But,

I really have no idea . . .

Stress, helpless black and white . . .

Somethings that i need to face it, just a matter of time.

I lost my way, can someone sent me back on track ?

I need someone talk to me . . . but who can i talk with ?

Want to cries but i promise i won't cries anymore ,

I must be strong and tough.

What should i do ?

God, please give me a right way !

Please !

Happy Chinese New Year 2012

Happy Chinese New year to all my friends and Family !

Hope you all healthy and wealthy.

A sleepless night for me !

Tomorrow need accompany Nephew full day !

I was think of pass when i reach Victoria river, quite Emo . . .

But I will Fine and Okay !

I will let go !

Have a awesome and wonderful trip !