The Truth in LIFE

Truth No 1 : Nobody is real in this world except parents!
Truth No 2 : A poor person has no friends.
Truth No 3 : People do not like good thoughts they like good looks !
Truth No 4 : People respect the money not the person.
Truth No 5 : The person you love the most, will hurt you the MOST !

我今年二十七八嵗

我今年二十七八嵗，每天起床的時間从中午12點變成了早上7點，睡覺的時間從淩晨變成晚上11點。
我今年二十七八嵗，工作中開始接觸形形色色的人。
我今年二十七八嵗，見到親戚朋友，他們不再問你考試考了幾分，更多的是問現在一個月工資是多少，結婚沒有？
我今年二十七八嵗，聊天的話題從各種網絡遊戲變成汽車，房子！吃飯的時候，討論的往往是他準備結婚，他那年結婚。。。
我今年二十七八嵗，每天不再感嘆學校作業有多少作業做不完，開始感嘆由价，房价或股票。
我今年二十七八嵗，不再亂賣東西，月底開始計算，這個月還了信用卡，開銷多少，還剩下多少，該開始存錢買房子了。。。
我今年二十七八嵗，漸漸討厭酒吧，KTV。。喜歡親近自然，喜歡健康的生活方式。。
我今年二十七八嵗，奧爾會有寂寞，奧爾會懷念一個人，
我今年二十七八嵗，我開始追逐夢想，不會再輕易流淚，不會再為了一點挫折而放棄。。。
我今年二十七八嵗，沒有年少的輕狂，把遇到的挫折困難當作一種人生的閲歷，試著去包容去忍耐。。。
我今年二十七八嵗，回想起曾經，我們做錯了太多事，走了太多的灣路，我縂在後悔，可是我回不去了，回不去那個曾經純真的年代了。
儅我們被社會上無形的壓力壓得喘不過氣的時候，我們渴望曾經的那份愛，渴望每天下班能有一個人一起吃飯，一起看電影。我們需要有一個人，來為我們分擔一些東西。
我們在一條偉大的航路上，我們需要有人為我們鼓勵，也許我們累倒像放棄。
可是儅我們想到身邊還有個讓我們挂念的一個人，
深吸一口氣， 繼續向前走，我相信，縂有一個能停靠的彼岸。
我今年二十七八嵗，孤單時我們沒有去網吧，我們用手機隱身上微信，臉書，看看誰在綫呢？想說點什麽，究竟又什麽也沒說，就這樣糾結著。。。
我們把空間刷新一遍又一遍，看看誰在更新了心情，誰更新新的日誌，恢復了符號，且沒有回復句子。。
我今年二十七八嵗，煩惱的時候不再發牢騷，靜靜的，靜靜地看著，聼著，這很現實又很虛僞的世界。。
我今年二十七八嵗，明明很想哭，且還在笑。明明很在乎，且假裝無所謂。明明很想留下，且堅定的說要離開。明明很痛苦，且偏偏說自己很幸福。明明忘不掉，且説已經忘了。明明放不下，且説她是她，我是我。明明捨不得，且説我已經受夠了。

認清自己，覺醒才能迎向屬於自己的夢想

很多人一辈子都在伪装自己，像是人生没有目标，抱负，或企图心。而内心深处且渴望更多。我们把自己困在枷锁之中，否定自己的能力，就如梦游般度过一生。我们想尽办法逃避梦想。我们有很多想做的事情，想去的地方，想体验生活。然后在“但是”两个字停止了。“但是”二字，使你不敢面对恐惧，使你产生各种借口，已合理化你的快步而不去付出实行。“但是”二字扼杀你的梦想，但你知道大多数人会怎样做吗？大多数人选择静悄悄地过着麻木人生。我们被自己压抑住了！我们的想法且不能实现，有想做的事情但害怕冒着风险！很多人甚至连拒绝的时候都不知道自己在抗拒什么！不要让“但是”二字让你躲在人！有很多人曾经说过“但是我尝试过了啊” 或是尝试几次” 然后不成功！然后把这些话变成借口，让好从此再也不敢尝试！即使没有成功，甚至当我失败的时候，那不代表我是失败者！失败和失败者是不一样的！只是事情没有成功，或是没有达到想要的结果这样而已。但是千万不要困乱“你的人格”和你的成功！做你想要的事情，去你想要去的地方，然后千万别感动自满。不要对自己感到满意！记得不论如何身在何处，你永远值得更好的生活！为何不现在下定决心去实现自己的梦想？如果其他人可以做得到，我也一样可以。如果你正在努力的实现梦想，一定会有你想放弃的时候！一定会有现实的一面把你击倒并使你没力气！但是挑战之处在于要坚持下去！如果坚持不放弃的话，全世界都会支持着你。如果你不去实现梦想，如果你做不自己下决定过自己的生活！如果不决定不去面对恐惧，如果不去肯定自己的生活！你就永远看不到成功！你要为自己的生活而活！生命非常的短暂并充满着未知！但是假如对自己说：但是永远都会有明天！没有人能保证你明天会不会放弃，因为总是会有一些阻碍，成为你不敢向前的原因，为何不能突破自己？为何不能表现你的志向？为何不为自己的梦想而活？你也许会说“那样子不值得”没错，理由总是会找上你！理由总是会出现在你面前，叫你回去！所以，如果你正要开始去做的事情的话。请勇敢直前！然后你生命将会在不同！活自己的梦想！

Count Down

3 more day away from April.
What else I can do ?

I am Loser

一夜之间不见了450 K 。。。

感觉很难受，

怎么办？ 

Nobody Home

Well I couldn't tell her why I felt that way and I felt it everyday.
The same mistake again.
Too many , too many problems.
Don't know where I belongs.
My feeling I hides.
My dream I can't find.
I losing my mind.
I fallen behind.
I can't find my place.
I losing my faith.
I fallen from grace.
I all over the place.

Nightmare

噩梦连坏。。。
夜间梦醒。。
好辛苦。。。

Chinese New Year 2015

I hope all my family members come back from oversea and have a great reunion dinner.
This is what I wish for.
Those my best friends who at oversea as well, long time no see.
till when we can meet up again ?
I miss you all badly.
Hope you all are great, I doing great here.
Please come back and visit me.
Happy Goat Year 2015.

Friends or Foes

In my life, i had tough, sad, down, happy, awful , good or bad time. I believe myself.

After storm had gone, good day will come after all.

Today, I just realize a lot of things.

One of my friends called today. I dint pick up his called. you know why ?

Very easy things, few years back. I did called and sent my message to him come out for gathering or so called "Yam Cha", maybe you are fucking busy did not answered my call and replied my message.

Did cause you the whole 3 years never replied my message and said a single word that's you are not free or busy for something ? This is the fucking reason i will ignore this kind of person. Once you need help you think of me, one you are bored you will think of me? You are totally out of my friends list. I am sorry to say that. Thousand Sorry.

I know when i fall down that's no one give me a hand. This is fact, I need to face it.

Recalled few years back, I felled down and lost a huge amount money. I have no cash to pass my daily need and want. I did called that so called " Brother"  to help me out. You know what they said and did to me ? Recently I am also out of cash, I need money as well. Sorry I cant help you. I told them it's okay. After few day, I saw them went to night club and have some nice food pasted on facebook. I tell myself it's okay, this is life. I can handle myself. But I promise myself, one day, if people come to me and borrow money from. What I can say, Sorry I cant help you and I just can treat for lunch or dinner. Everything related to money, please do not ask me. This is fucking life.

One of my friends asked to borrow money, I asked him why ? He told me that's his business need cash to rolling. Once related to business rolling, I give my hand to him. After that's he do pay me back all those money. In the end, he changed his number and try ignored me. Recently I saw him in somewhere, but what he do, he try to walk another round to avoid me. After all done, no people will remember you give them a hand. This is fucking life.

Another good example recently happened to me, One of my friends. He is the one who really done all those fuck up thing in my life. He the one is richest one, luxury house and car. Everytime showoff in front of us. This and that, I realize all those thing is BULLSHIT. You are the one who always take advantage on friends. Today, I cant stand it because of your personality and attitude. I done all those things and try to ignore you. What happen was happen, So do you realize your fault ? I know that's this kind of friends will appear every group of friends. I will ignore you in my life.

In this world, there are a lot of kind people. It's just you choose be friends or foes, all decide by yourself. 

Friends or Foes

Friends or  Foes, you decide yourself.
Don't take me an advantage in your life.

二零亿五

就那么一眨眼踏入2015了，你有什么期待？
2015是我最艰难的一年，不要求多。
让我健康的过就好了。
人年纪约大，能谈心的越少。