My heart word

I am so stressSssSss . . .

The feeling i never felt before, feel like want kill myself . . .

I stress for what ?

My parents told me before, If you did not get 1st class honor !

We won't go for your graduation !!

I was think, If really no people come my graduation !

Every of me friends have flower, family and friends . . .

What I can do ? How I feel ?

I really dislike studies ...

I force myself to do so . . .

I can't let my family especially my sisters . . .

My sister hope me can go through MBA and PHD . . .

but NOW, I feel stress while I study in Degree only !!

What I can do ?

Please give me a proper way to GO, I really have no idea !

Even my classmate say I sure get 1st class ! (damn sarcastic right)

But I know some of my classmate really come out word with true heart . . .

But I can tell you here, I not A student, I just try my best to do, to prepare well !!

My result is use my effort to fight back !

Is it will drop an A for you without you prepare well and put much effort ?

I not think so . . . I just hardworking and fast learner !

But really thanks God . . .

I found a great job . . . it is really a great job !

Haven't graduated get a Job . . .

I proud to myself also . . .even Lecturer proud of me !

asked me go class by class and explain how mine successful way of study !

I just told them, I not A student and i really hardworking, put all my effort on studies !

Never back-step your classmate, don't selfish ! share your things to your classmate!

but i really disappointed some of my classmates . . .

back-step, selfish , attitude and personality totally sucks . . .

I hope they were changed after the college life . . .

This World is big , what goes around will back around !

We just students, don't play serious politic in class,

We share our things to others, as long as we can graduate !

but now, who cares !

Still got two more weeks, we can't see each others !

You happy, we happy !