認清自己，覺醒才能迎向屬於自己的夢想

很多人一辈子都在伪装自己，像是人生没有目标，抱负，或企图心。而内心深处且渴望更多。我们把自己困在枷锁之中，否定自己的能力，就如梦游般度过一生。我们想尽办法逃避梦想。我们有很多想做的事情，想去的地方，想体验生活。然后在“但是”两个字停止了。“但是”二字，使你不敢面对恐惧，使你产生各种借口，已合理化你的快步而不去付出实行。“但是”二字扼杀你的梦想，但你知道大多数人会怎样做吗？大多数人选择静悄悄地过着麻木人生。我们被自己压抑住了！我们的想法且不能实现，有想做的事情但害怕冒着风险！很多人甚至连拒绝的时候都不知道自己在抗拒什么！不要让“但是”二字让你躲在人！有很多人曾经说过“但是我尝试过了啊” 或是尝试几次” 然后不成功！然后把这些话变成借口，让好从此再也不敢尝试！即使没有成功，甚至当我失败的时候，那不代表我是失败者！失败和失败者是不一样的！只是事情没有成功，或是没有达到想要的结果这样而已。但是千万不要困乱“你的人格”和你的成功！做你想要的事情，去你想要去的地方，然后千万别感动自满。不要对自己感到满意！记得不论如何身在何处，你永远值得更好的生活！为何不现在下定决心去实现自己的梦想？如果其他人可以做得到，我也一样可以。如果你正在努力的实现梦想，一定会有你想放弃的时候！一定会有现实的一面把你击倒并使你没力气！但是挑战之处在于要坚持下去！如果坚持不放弃的话，全世界都会支持着你。如果你不去实现梦想，如果你做不自己下决定过自己的生活！如果不决定不去面对恐惧，如果不去肯定自己的生活！你就永远看不到成功！你要为自己的生活而活！生命非常的短暂并充满着未知！但是假如对自己说：但是永远都会有明天！没有人能保证你明天会不会放弃，因为总是会有一些阻碍，成为你不敢向前的原因，为何不能突破自己？为何不能表现你的志向？为何不为自己的梦想而活？你也许会说“那样子不值得”没错，理由总是会找上你！理由总是会出现在你面前，叫你回去！所以，如果你正要开始去做的事情的话。请勇敢直前！然后你生命将会在不同！活自己的梦想！

Count Down

3 more day away from April.
What else I can do ?

I am Loser

一夜之间不见了450 K 。。。

感觉很难受，

怎么办？ 

Nobody Home

Well I couldn't tell her why I felt that way and I felt it everyday.
The same mistake again.
Too many , too many problems.
Don't know where I belongs.
My feeling I hides.
My dream I can't find.
I losing my mind.
I fallen behind.
I can't find my place.
I losing my faith.
I fallen from grace.
I all over the place.

Nightmare

噩梦连坏。。。
夜间梦醒。。
好辛苦。。。

Chinese New Year 2015

I hope all my family members come back from oversea and have a great reunion dinner.
This is what I wish for.
Those my best friends who at oversea as well, long time no see.
till when we can meet up again ?
I miss you all badly.
Hope you all are great, I doing great here.
Please come back and visit me.
Happy Goat Year 2015.

Friends or Foes

In my life, i had tough, sad, down, happy, awful , good or bad time. I believe myself.

After storm had gone, good day will come after all.

Today, I just realize a lot of things.

One of my friends called today. I dint pick up his called. you know why ?

Very easy things, few years back. I did called and sent my message to him come out for gathering or so called "Yam Cha", maybe you are fucking busy did not answered my call and replied my message.

Did cause you the whole 3 years never replied my message and said a single word that's you are not free or busy for something ? This is the fucking reason i will ignore this kind of person. Once you need help you think of me, one you are bored you will think of me? You are totally out of my friends list. I am sorry to say that. Thousand Sorry.

I know when i fall down that's no one give me a hand. This is fact, I need to face it.

Recalled few years back, I felled down and lost a huge amount money. I have no cash to pass my daily need and want. I did called that so called " Brother"  to help me out. You know what they said and did to me ? Recently I am also out of cash, I need money as well. Sorry I cant help you. I told them it's okay. After few day, I saw them went to night club and have some nice food pasted on facebook. I tell myself it's okay, this is life. I can handle myself. But I promise myself, one day, if people come to me and borrow money from. What I can say, Sorry I cant help you and I just can treat for lunch or dinner. Everything related to money, please do not ask me. This is fucking life.

One of my friends asked to borrow money, I asked him why ? He told me that's his business need cash to rolling. Once related to business rolling, I give my hand to him. After that's he do pay me back all those money. In the end, he changed his number and try ignored me. Recently I saw him in somewhere, but what he do, he try to walk another round to avoid me. After all done, no people will remember you give them a hand. This is fucking life.

Another good example recently happened to me, One of my friends. He is the one who really done all those fuck up thing in my life. He the one is richest one, luxury house and car. Everytime showoff in front of us. This and that, I realize all those thing is BULLSHIT. You are the one who always take advantage on friends. Today, I cant stand it because of your personality and attitude. I done all those things and try to ignore you. What happen was happen, So do you realize your fault ? I know that's this kind of friends will appear every group of friends. I will ignore you in my life.

In this world, there are a lot of kind people. It's just you choose be friends or foes, all decide by yourself.