I am Loser

一夜之间不见了450 K 。。。

感觉很难受，

怎么办？ 

Nobody Home

Well I couldn't tell her why I felt that way and I felt it everyday.
The same mistake again.
Too many , too many problems.
Don't know where I belongs.
My feeling I hides.
My dream I can't find.
I losing my mind.
I fallen behind.
I can't find my place.
I losing my faith.
I fallen from grace.
I all over the place.

Nightmare

噩梦连坏。。。
夜间梦醒。。
好辛苦。。。

Chinese New Year 2015

I hope all my family members come back from oversea and have a great reunion dinner.
This is what I wish for.
Those my best friends who at oversea as well, long time no see.
till when we can meet up again ?
I miss you all badly.
Hope you all are great, I doing great here.
Please come back and visit me.
Happy Goat Year 2015.

Friends or Foes

In my life, i had tough, sad, down, happy, awful , good or bad time. I believe myself.

After storm had gone, good day will come after all.

Today, I just realize a lot of things.

One of my friends called today. I dint pick up his called. you know why ?

Very easy things, few years back. I did called and sent my message to him come out for gathering or so called "Yam Cha", maybe you are fucking busy did not answered my call and replied my message.

Did cause you the whole 3 years never replied my message and said a single word that's you are not free or busy for something ? This is the fucking reason i will ignore this kind of person. Once you need help you think of me, one you are bored you will think of me? You are totally out of my friends list. I am sorry to say that. Thousand Sorry.

I know when i fall down that's no one give me a hand. This is fact, I need to face it.

Recalled few years back, I felled down and lost a huge amount money. I have no cash to pass my daily need and want. I did called that so called " Brother"  to help me out. You know what they said and did to me ? Recently I am also out of cash, I need money as well. Sorry I cant help you. I told them it's okay. After few day, I saw them went to night club and have some nice food pasted on facebook. I tell myself it's okay, this is life. I can handle myself. But I promise myself, one day, if people come to me and borrow money from. What I can say, Sorry I cant help you and I just can treat for lunch or dinner. Everything related to money, please do not ask me. This is fucking life.

One of my friends asked to borrow money, I asked him why ? He told me that's his business need cash to rolling. Once related to business rolling, I give my hand to him. After that's he do pay me back all those money. In the end, he changed his number and try ignored me. Recently I saw him in somewhere, but what he do, he try to walk another round to avoid me. After all done, no people will remember you give them a hand. This is fucking life.

Another good example recently happened to me, One of my friends. He is the one who really done all those fuck up thing in my life. He the one is richest one, luxury house and car. Everytime showoff in front of us. This and that, I realize all those thing is BULLSHIT. You are the one who always take advantage on friends. Today, I cant stand it because of your personality and attitude. I done all those things and try to ignore you. What happen was happen, So do you realize your fault ? I know that's this kind of friends will appear every group of friends. I will ignore you in my life.

In this world, there are a lot of kind people. It's just you choose be friends or foes, all decide by yourself. 

Friends or Foes

Friends or  Foes, you decide yourself.
Don't take me an advantage in your life.

二零亿五

就那么一眨眼踏入2015了，你有什么期待？
2015是我最艰难的一年，不要求多。
让我健康的过就好了。
人年纪约大，能谈心的越少。